when we often would-
it was cold and we'd changed our passwords
but we sat in smoky silences and tried to close our eyes
and sleep.
Couldn't. We were too tired.
We were young and we were old
atthesametimebaby
taking pictures of ourselves smiling
holding bricks of our thoughts in our hands

didn't you
think that when I changed
I'd come back the same?
full circle
yep. I wasted some years, didn't I, baby?
you did too.
We wasted them at the same time on the same things
but you still hurt
and I don't.